Tonight’s so horrible that I don’t even feel like going work tomorrow.
Hate how people can’t just say no or reject nicely. Like I genuinely am trying my best to revert it back to purely friendship but this fucker just decided to be an obnoxious fuck. What’s the point of telling me all of that and dropping hints and later on ask if I’m okay or whatsoever.
Obviously you know how I’m feeling but you still decided that you’ll play your “innocent” card, asking questions which you obviously know the answers to. Fucking hell I can’t even carry on being like this anymore. It so hard to act like I don’t know what are you trying to do. I can no longer allow people who disregard my feelings back into my life.
I always try my best to ignore the signs of what people are showing me, in hopes they would man up and tell me the truth, like how a man would. Sadly none of them could man the hell up. Instead, cowarding behind their obnoxious petty actions, thinking that maybe she would catch the little hints. Tbh, I already knew what the hell youre scheming behind my back. Do you really think I’m as dumb as I seem? From the very moment you start being a lil bitch I could tell what the fuck you’re trying to scheme. Played along to see how far you can go and honestly, they never fail to surprise me how despicable they can be.
Thought I would never encounter another lowly man again in my life but I guess you’re far more despicable than any other guys I’ve ever met in my life. The tears wasted, the feelings hurt. Sooooo glad that those heartbreaks happened. So glad that things between us did not escalate more than dating & this is the one true time I’m so glad that I didn’t end up with the person I crushed on. You’re abousletely disgusting.
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