I’m really beat but I don’t want to forget the thoughts I have now so I’ll make this short.
2019 is a year of learning, growing, and accepting myself.
I’ve went on dates, there are good ones and there are bad ones too. And I’m quite glad that I’m lucky enough to encounter pretty decent guys. However, as much as I’m lucky, it’s never my luck to date somebody that’s emotionally ready for a relationship yet. Alas, i’m couldn’t be bothered anymore. To be frank, I’m really happy at where I am in this part of life. Everything is so smooth sailing (I think?), I’m enjoying the fun dates I have, partying like crazy. Wow.. it’s amazing at this point in life.
I’ve also been to really nice dates with nice guys that showed me how a lady should be treated. In the past I used to think “wow blahblahblah is so nice, I don’t deserve him.” But now? I felt like I’ve been missing out so much. I had lowered my expectations so low to the point where basic courtesy seems like is a “privilege”! And this is why, I’ll never lower my expectations anymore. There is no excuse for a guy to mistreat a lady. There shouldn’t be anymore excuses that I can find to justify the shitty behaviour from a guy anymore.
Labels used to be sooooo important to me. But wow.. this is the first time I really do not care to even establish what I’m having. Fun is what I’m having. And that alone is good, I’m satisfied with establishing fun between us. I’ll just go with the flow now.
Life’s amazing for me right now and it isn’t a sarcasm!
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