Today, I feel the proudest of myself!!!
If y’all read my previous post, I talked about my issue on running away from problems. For the first time in my life, I chose to confront something that I dread for.. for the first time in my life, i never felt anymore prouder of myself than the moment when I hit the send button.
I finally had the guts to face my issues.
Perhaps it’s the influence from How I Met Your Mother..? The show convinced me that I shouldn’t disrespect a person and ghost on someone. Everyone deserves the respect to know when you want outs or when you wanna leave. I was sooooo amazed and surprised that every single character in HIMYM man up and breaks up with the partner they are seeing - face to face conversation or thru text message.
I mean.... for my case, it wasn’t a break up but I concluded that this person I was sorta seeing really really did not do me wrong in anyway (although he might had been rude in several occasions oops), he deserve the respect I should give him. And that was what I did.
It may seem like this is nothing but I really can’t emphasize thru words how proud I am of myself.
Sure, I might regret my decision of “ending” things somewhere down the road. But sure as hell at that point of time, it felt like the it was the right moment to do it. I am glad I did not chicken out or run away from it. ☺️
Proudest moment of my life xoxo
For whatever that happens in 2019, remains in 2019.
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